Am I fine ?
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Am I fine?
I've been wondering ever since I felt I can, that, is being normal mean that you have to behave in a sense where people can take you as they want. But if that's true, how can a person be differentiated from rest of the crew.
But if I try to be different ( I always do ) , I'm complemented with being fine.
FINE: freaked out, insecure, neurotic and emotional. ( If u've seen the Italian Job )
But, thus that make me fine or it makes me more human?
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Certainly, it might sound that I am too worried about how I'm perceived by others. But if it means that in this manner the only solution is that I cannot be myself, then I wonder ( once again ) that if the word "introspection" holds it's meaning any longer, or is it already deprecated from our vocabularies.
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Does introspecting help any individual depends on how he/she takes the outcome. As for rules and standards, they are not made anywhere in this world keeping in mind the interests of daily people like me. So in order to happily survive shouldn't I try to keep pace with them or is it that I should care damn for them?
Also, I believe that there are no rules to govern life, it takes its own course, BUT, there are some rules in life that can be followed. However the followed rules may differ for different presonalities. It's simple, it's how you perceive it. Most of us alter them to suit our needs. I might sound deviating from my post, but to make it clear, our behaviour is certainly examined with respect to some standards, they might be self-made or not.
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I've been wondering ever since I felt I can, that, is being normal mean that you have to behave in a sense where people can take you as they want. But if that's true, how can a person be differentiated from rest of the crew.
But if I try to be different ( I always do ) , I'm complemented with being fine.
FINE: freaked out, insecure, neurotic and emotional. ( If u've seen the Italian Job )
But, thus that make me fine or it makes me more human?
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Certainly, it might sound that I am too worried about how I'm perceived by others. But if it means that in this manner the only solution is that I cannot be myself, then I wonder ( once again ) that if the word "introspection" holds it's meaning any longer, or is it already deprecated from our vocabularies.
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Does introspecting help any individual depends on how he/she takes the outcome. As for rules and standards, they are not made anywhere in this world keeping in mind the interests of daily people like me. So in order to happily survive shouldn't I try to keep pace with them or is it that I should care damn for them?
Also, I believe that there are no rules to govern life, it takes its own course, BUT, there are some rules in life that can be followed. However the followed rules may differ for different presonalities. It's simple, it's how you perceive it. Most of us alter them to suit our needs. I might sound deviating from my post, but to make it clear, our behaviour is certainly examined with respect to some standards, they might be self-made or not.
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